What is Lithium?

Lithium Orotate, a natural helper with depression, a Sun element.



Warning! The substance and medication with the same name is a chemical and requires medical prescription and supervision. Here is especially, why, if you have but little control over your medicating habit, you should not, or only under strict supervision opt for treating any of your psychic conditions with Lithium.
The following is about the chemical medical use of the metal Lithium mostly in reference with the diagnoses manic-depression or bipolar disorder.

Please regard this information if you happen to be prescribed Lithium by your psychiatrist:

The dirty secret of lithium is that no two preparations are equivalent, and that the serum level can mean many different things. Some research from 1994 says that lithium pills from different pharactical companies can have totally different bioavailability:


Bioavailability refers to the fraction of the ingested dose that reaches the blood stream. It can sometimes also refer to the rate at which the bioavailable dose reaches the blood stream. For example, one extended release pill might have a fairly flat time versus serum level curve. An imeadiate release pill might have a very peaked curve, reminicient of the exponential decay curve. Another immeadiate release pill might be between those two extremes. All of this means that the bioavailability of the pills, the rate at which the serum level changes, and the time at which the serum level is taken, can influence the lithium blood test.

This is not just academic. I have recently encoutered this problem in trying to swich from a foreign lithium pill to a domestic lithium pill (after moving back to the US). After taking the domestic extended release pills, I experienced what appeared to be overdose symptoms. Astonishingly, this occured at the same dose of the domestic pill as I had been taking of the foreign pills. The only explanation that I know of for this is that the bioavailability of the two pills are different, and that perhaps even the shape of the serum level versus time curve is different (perhpas flatter for the foreign pill and more peaked for the domestic pill).

Many thanks to the source. Blessings, Fabijenna


The greatness NOT to diagnose

illness mustn’t or needn’t be diagnosed

Recently had a shock state, induced maybe by threats of contact with family, too much sun, too little and disordered sleep, constant fear and too much responsibility, wrong diet and nervous eating.

I was so shocked that I could not move and simultaneously I felt like I could attack someone who touched me wrongly.
It was the most horrible nightmare by daylight I ever had. 
Police came and blessing from my spirit hey didn’t interfere, just waited an hour and talked silently with the landlady.
They tried to send me to hospital by a cab but I have already experience of making cab driver mad and getting out in middle of the road.
Ambulance. I panic when thinking of being left alone in ambulance car, freaking out at the idea that driver could die and car would move on straight and killing people and subsequently me too.
Talking nice to ambulance man, asking to stay, he teach me to breath calmly…..
When turning downhill I feared that I turned gravity and taking all with me into a hole. 
Finally in hospital fearing that I hurt someone and finally that I would hurt all and left alone in hospital unable to move coordinatedly and attack machines, being attacked by machines, get caught in some fight.
Blessed nurses accepted that I could not say what hurt.
I was put to bed.
When I woke up I had again fear. 
I tried to switch off sounds, vision.
Pain went away, very patient and lovely ambulance took me to psych ward.
Realizing I am the reason and the cause of all pain. I need to rest, and calm. Absolutely no need for labels.
Getting minimal doses of meds. Figuring it out.



Today I had a hard and a strange kind of trip. First I went to my garden and because I forgot my key, I jumped (really easily) over the fence. When I entered I got stuck thinking that I could not get out without getting caught and for a moment I started wondering whether I wanted to be there without my key anyway. 

I can be hypercritical, when it comes to spending my free time, at times everything has to be perfect. Perfect is at the moment anyway one of my most important words, unfortunately, maybe.

So I left quickly to take the broken tire of my bike down from the bike so as to be able to repair it. I managed that quickly and walked direction home. Suddenly I noticed that I must have lost the inner tire. It is an expensive, thick, mountain bike tire.

I got disappointed but bravely took my way back but without finding the tire even after walking back for twenty minutes or so. I got frustrated. My legs hurt, the wheel was heavy and the sun was burning on my head. I wanted to get home.

Once I finally got home, I felt so disturbed and angry and disappointed and confused that I sat down in the corner of my bed to read a book. But something was strange and very soon I started to breath heavily after recognizing (some of) my feelings beneath my fear. There was a lot of stuff there.

And then I got rebirthed. Very soon I could take a nice shower and what I felt after that was that I could have a great life, if I would allow myself. First I thought I have to manage that at once all – that means for me to become invisible and untouchable but in constant connection with love… I don’t know exactly why it is like that. 

But indeed. First I realized, that I have some tools that serve me. Then I realized that I have a special style of clothing and to get through my way. And then I got aware what was MY religion. I instantly noticed that I was too high and confused to be able to cope immediately. But I still managed to walk. I went to one of my places to be.

There I realized again that my path was compassion and that I liked to listen to people fully, not just to some of their appearances, but that I rather liked to fully embrace them with my attention. If course, when others are there they require attention as well and that interacts. So I notice that I like to find the most important part for me and keep with that.